The Withholding

Sometimes God withholds, when He does, often the gift is even greater than when He gives. That doesn't mean I like it. At least in the moment, but this isn't a new thing for God. Think for a moment the season when Hannah was unable to get pregnant in 1 Samuel. As if that wasn't enough, others piled on, adding to the pain.

“This went on year after year. Whenever Hannah went up to the house of the LORD, her rival provoked her till she wept and would not eat. Elkanah her husband would say to her, "Hannah, why are you weeping? Why don't you eat? Why are you downhearted? Don't I mean more to you than ten sons?" – 1 Samuel 1:7-8

You can’t help but see the obvious pain Hannah is experiencing. In this time period, to bear children was one of the most culturally significant things a woman could do, and Hannah was unable. She was tormented not only by this reality, but also other women.

Yet in her pain, she had a husband who loved her much. In fact, scripture leads us to see that he loved her most and had felt deep empathy for her (vs.5). And she missed that. I guess my short thought for today is to make sure in our moment of thinking about what we don’t have, that we don’t miss out on what we do have.

With the 700 Billion dollar bailout on everyone’s mind, I’ve heard from many evangelical leaders that although this could have a terrible financial impact on many, it could be one of the best things that could happen to our personal faith and the corporate church. I don’t know if that is true… or if that is even part of God’s agenda. Certainly any trial can sharpen our faith. But, as I said at the beginning, the one thing I do know is that sometimes God withholds, when He does, often the gift is even greater than when He gives.